-(ms w)-

2011-07-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

dearest b is away for a week due to work.

will miss hym!

2011-06-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 23Rd BIRTHDAY to me =))

Did not expect anything for my bdae this year. As what i want i alreadi have.

Thanx Love for the tyme despite u not feeling well.

I love the cheesecake which u made for me. 10q very very much. <3

& ThankYou for the lovely heart shape necklace. LOVE it so much!

Thanx for celebrating my 1st bdae with you & thanx for everything. I dun expect anything from you. All i wan is to stay by ur side til death. Insya allah. 3 more years. As wat we plan. Hopefully we can be together as on,3yrs from now.

non of them wishes me.

2011-06-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

-- 4-5june11, --

2day 1 night to BAtam with Love & family. Its the 2nd gathering i had with them. So happy to be part of dem although i did not talk dat much to anyone of dem. reason,i dun reali talk to girl couse i dun noe hw to start a conversation with dem. Aft all im happy for the short getaway.

Something touch me. the closeness the family with one another. This is the kind of family i want for myself. But i juz dun noe how to make myself comfortable with dem. i love this family so much =))

2011-06-04T02:08:00.002+08:00

Syukur alhamduliah, after I meet him things change. From an underweight to a normal weight.

He, never fail to make me SMILE. Everyday, he will put a smile on my face. Even thought it is a small thing. He never fails to do so. My life is so bright after I met him.

Although we only met for the last 6 month and being together for the last 4 month, the feeling is like we being together for so long. I use to hate’ him because he is the same force as my DATE. 11 month together with him, he left me just like dat? WITHOUT an explanation?

Thanks god, he came into my life when I need someone BUT never did I THOUGHT he is my rebound nor is he my pit stop. We become close to each other after the declaration we made to each other. 11.1.11.

The most memorable date for both of us. Taking things slow as we do not want to be hurt again. 2mth of contacting each other. Thur the inbox in fb. Weird right? Hrmm,ya.. very weird.

But still we continue msging each other for the past 2 mth before I made the decision to meet hym.. 4.1.11 the date I meet hym. For the very 1^st tyme. Supposedly we plan to meet on the 15 January for the western, lunch but someone was eager to meet me. So ya, we meet each other.

Things turn out super well as both of us want a new life for 2011. Leaving the 2010 is not easy for me.

No doubt, I was still waiting for My DATE during dat point of time. How much I LOVE hym. Only I noe myself. But the pain he left me, I will never forget although I have forgiven him. By right I dun blame him. It is our fault. But leaving me without any explanation, it is REALI painful.

Im so happy with my current life but the past, MY date came back into my life. If only I waited a little longer, for sure I will come back to him. But too bad, I made a decision to leave him & go for the one who truly love me & willing to take care of me for the rest of my life.

Another reason I choose hym because, I knew if I went to my DATE things will be like the past. The EGO he & me had. Both do not want to lose. Till now I never regret to be with my current love.

WHY? Simple couse we have the same goal for 2011. Leaving the past & live for the present. Insya allah he will be the last for me.

Seriously, my life is so HAPPY & BRIGHT after I be with him. Others may thing im leaving on his fortune. But IM NOT ok! I dun ask for all this. Syukur I got a good & loveable bf like him.

Insya allah 11.1.2014/2015 we will get married. It is juz a plan. Nothing wrong in making a plan right? =))

Till now lets wait till we reach our goal together. To have him as my husband is what I want.

Hopefully there will no 3^rd party in our relationship. I will make sure he dun have to go thru the 3^rd party again. Insya allah .

2011-05-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

receive a msg @ fb from hym.

I was not shock, but surprise. Its being like 3 weeks i being dreaming that he trying to contact me. But each time we wanna talk, we dun get a chance to do so. Reason? i dun noe. Wat i can say its like there is an obstruction when ever we wanna talk. =X

A simple msg from hym asking how am i & congrats for the engagement.

Start a conversation with hym but the most important thing i noe is, he is fine but something strike me, he needs to go for chemotherapy? Which means he has cancer? Well, watever is it, i hope he is doing fine. & i believe my dream has been answer,knowing that he is fine. amin.

Wishing hym a good health & stay happy always. =)

2011-03-23T00:28:00.003+08:00

Falling in love is not an easy thing to do.

Fail in a 3/4 years of relationship, followed by the 11 month of dating.
I choose not to fall for someone again. HATE to be in LOVE. & HATE dat particular person who left me without an explanation.

No use regretted with what you had done or had happen.

Never i thought to know someone after you left me.
I was so reluctant to know him. Couse i choose to wait for you.
But somehow somewhat, he OPEN my eyes & my heart to accept LOVE.

I'm grateful to know someone like him.
Its not a matter of HOW LONG U NOE DAT SOMEONE OR HOW SHORT.
Its the matter of HOW u make the relationship WORKS.

I felt secure being with hym.
Maybe because of his trueness and how he treated me &
Someone who care,love,patience,trust & understand me.

Something touch my heart is, despite his tiredness,sleepiness,rushing to work he woke up early in the morning just to send me to work. NEVER in my life ever a guy did dat to me. It really touch my heart <3

& i never expect hym to do dat.
Thankyou for the little things u have done.

Im touch with wat u have done & i have FALL for you.
FALL for ur sincerity.

Oh boy! LOOK what u have done to me.

Sya'Fiq & Syazwana <3

2011-03-19T01:23:00.002+08:00

hello blogger! its being such a long tyme since i update this blog. I believe this is the 1st post for 2011. Hrmm,2011 is the year dat im looking forward to & alhamduliah everything is going out well. Left 2010 with LOTS of question & of course the best part is the memory that i should put it aside.

0000hrs, the tyme which i decide to left 2010 with MEMORIES only. Ya, all the memories that i had with you. Waited for almost 2 mth{i was not myself} and it turn out that you're attached. Its a lie if i say i dun FEEL HURT or so. The fact was, yes. I do feel hurt. But den its the past.

1 jan 2011 the tyme where i decided to start a new life.

I left my x who i wanted to be back with. For certain reason which he hated me now. & dun want to contact me anymore. Oh gosH! i deserve it.. After so much i hv done to hym. If u happen to read this blog, i just wanna says im totally SORRY for saying those to you. I dun mean it @ all & i want to see u happy without me as ur gf. I wish all the best to you.

An angle came into my life. TO brighten my life. Its a NO at first. But as tyme pass, i agree to meet hym & get close to hym. Things turn out well. I was afraid to fall in LOVE again aft what had happen to me a few mths bk. Tyme pass, he make me to have the confidence to fall in love & the most important thing is, he can give me the assurance that im looking for. As long ure TRUTHFUL & UNDERSTANDING. im fine with it.

People may says it will last for a while. But i dun care all that couse things happen for a reason. & you are the reason why im here right now. Smiling happily each day without fail & stuffing FOOD into my mouth. I have gain 'weight' & im happy for it. All thanks to you B!

Although the past might be coming back into my life, slowly im trying to forget it & leave it as a PAST. My PAST & ur PAST.

No deny im trying my best to understand you. & of course to LOVE u as how u love me.

*CALL me bitch or wat so ever. Couse the only leading the life now is me. Not YOU!! *

2010-12-29T01:58:00.000+08:00

im not surprise to receive your call.

2010-12-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

i met wif an accident for the second tyme. but alhamduliah nothing happen to us. & its our CHRISTMAS GIFT!!

2010-12-17T13:09:00.000+08:00

if you can go to the extend of getting that,
what else do you have to says?

2010-12-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

Seeing both of them so loving really touch my heart.
How i wish i was the one.

Happy to see both of them love each other accompany & how much they love for each other.
& again, how i wish i could be them..

& i believe their love are pure.
Till death apart dem =)

''Been running from these feelings for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need you
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I'd feel inside

I need to feel you in my arms''

dedicate this to someone who use to be in my life. i need you.

2010-12-14T13:25:00.001+08:00

Wake up everyday stronger than yesterday. Face your fears and wipe your tears. Make wonderful moments to have a worthwhile memories ♥

2010-12-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

No longer the person i know..

2010-12-06T19:47:00.004+08:00

Selamat Tahun Baru Islam 1432 Hijrah

Alhmaduliah, it the islam new year. & TODAY,NOW, i have DECIDE to just let GO of everything. YES, everything that had HAPPEN in my life thru out 2010. Its the most PAINFUL thing for me to let it go but den i have to ACCEPT the fact. YES! the fact that i have to ACCEPT it. & again its the MOST PAINFUL thing for me to accept. Day one, Day two & so on... I tried my best to let it go hoping that miracle will come but den it all juz a HOPE. "pergi cari temba"

Never in my LIFE i did all this. Why is it so difficult for me to FORGET you? ''You came into my life to fill up the emptiness in me'' &''YOU left me juz like dat?'' Without a word from you? All i got was being BLAME because of my mistake? What about your mistake? WHY each time am i to be BLAME? is it my fault? if YES, i WILL APOLOGIES .

APOLOGIES is the HARDEST thing for me to say. But NOW it seem the easiest thing for me to say dat. I throw my EGO just to make sure i did not hurt you. I tired to change but it take time. You did not notice. People call me stupid, i dun care. I just go with wat i want. Is this wat i want i get from YOU? What am i to you? FRIEND?

A friend who can accompany you wen you are lonely? A friend who will cheer you up?

A week, 2 week, 3 week & so on, keeping quiet does not HELP me. In fact it make me THINK what HAVE i done WRONG? Am i totally to be BLAME for all this? Do i have to think it ALONE? SUFFER it alone?

Yes! i do have lots of FRIENDS to hear me out and go out with me but what i NEED the most is LOVE. Friends are there when im down, but not all of the time. One day i have to leave them and LIFE HAVE TO GO ON.

The journey of us, ended just like dat? Without making the clear fact to me?

I CHOOSE NOT TO ACCEPT IT,BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT.
The hardest thing im my LIFE that i have to do.

The day you say something which reflect bk at me, it remind me of my mum. I cun believe it you say dat to me!! I TRIED & TRIED not to believe it. But den i have to accept it again & again..

I tried to contact ya but the way you reply u dun seem to be bother about of. OR its juz my thought? Hrmm, dun wori, im not going to dat again.

You ever says u treat me like how u treat your gf. But sori to say i dun feel dat way.

It jus remind me of how my MUM treated me like. She give more attention to the 1st on rather that the second one. & ya thats wat im facing now. Not only from my mum but from you. I thought you are different from my mum. But sorry to say,ure not.

I wish to have a HAPPY family but i dun get it.
You are lucky to have a HAPPY family standing behind you.
Im ENVY with dat.

I went out to meet my fwen as i dun want to have more ARGUMENT wif my mum. But u see it as an excuse. Is it wrong for me to find my happiness? I need to smile.

I hide all my trouble wen im out with my fwen. I tried to be BRAVE & STRONG but RIGHT inside IM not! How much pain i have to go thru, do u feel it? No u dun!

Each time my mum @ home, i get all sort of remarks from her. I bare with it till this day. Did u encounter it? You left me jus like dat. With all the mess ard me. And i have to FACE it ALONE?!

Each day i pray that 2moro will be a better day for me. But it did not happen.

Those people around me said i have CHANGE & im not longer the HYPER,ACTIVE WANA. I change to be a quiet person and anti-social. Dun ask me WHY. But this is wat i am now.

My grades are falling & im not myself anymore.
DO YOU CARE? NEH.. YOU DUN.

I ever say i will not quit skol, but den the i CUN PROMISE of not doing it.

Whatever is it, it has alreadi happen. Im not going to wait nor etc. Its tyme i get my feet up & be the old WANA. I will not blame you for all the things that has happen. I take it as a learning point for me.

'OUR journey' was a memorable one.

"Its not the days we count. Its the memory that counts''

If he/she doesnt love u anymore, feelings all fade away, there's nothing u can do or change to take him/her back in ur life, the best thing is move on and im sure, there's more out there rather keep on thinking why these thing happened, its going to be 2011 soon.. do something about it, make changes and leave all ur past and history behind!! open a new chapter.. LOVE cant be FORCE!! =) its not HOW blardy LONG u with him/her, if there's no more chemistry, thats it.. it doesnt changed a thing.. rather u keep on fighting, quarreling EVERY SINGLE DAY?? nah-uh!! before u step on to the next level that..

IF YOU START MISSING ME,REMEMBER YOU WAS THE ONE WHO LET ME GO, I DID NOT GO AWAY.

2010-12-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

hello blog, i miss blogging. =)

"If you start to miss me. Remember, I didn’t walk away, you let me go."

never say I Never Told You

I Never Told You

2010-11-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

its being a while since i LAST update my blog.
TOO MANY UNEXPECTED things has happen & ya i dun wish to elaborate it here.
The more i say the more it HURTS me. But den its PART of lie.

THe only thing i could say,"Dun lie to me unless you're absolutely sure i'll never find out the truth" couse once i see/found out the truth, den it THE END. Ya! THE END. I choose not to believe wat people say i have alreadi CHOOSE not to DEFEAT but aft wat i see/found it really a BREAK DOWN for me. But WHY do u have to do it to me?!

Till NOW i choose not to believe what i have SEE. But then i have to ACCEPT the FACT! Yeah! its the FACT!! How MUCH u meant to me is EQUAL to how much u have HURT me.. Would not say 10q but i would say, i appreciate what have u done.

2010-11-10T23:31:00.001+08:00

IM LOSING YOU.
AND I KNOW IT WILL SOON!

imy.

2010-10-31T17:06:00.002+08:00

i DUN understand why guys have to react this way..

1.When ask dem to accompany, they will say its ok.. you go enjoy with your friends.
2. When i never ask they say WHY?
3. WTH!

I took the initiative to ask & this is wat i get? Wats wrong with you ppl?

Wen i nvr ask, later you all will say, ASAL TK AJAK.
Bile dah ajak mcm2 alasan nk bagi. HAIZ!

2010-10-20T21:54:00.001+08:00

all i need now is just two days!
yes! two days.

after dat, FIRM mode activated =))

2010-10-18T21:10:00.001+08:00

its mum bdae.
happy birthday mum.

Accept the fact although the TRUTH hurts!

2010-10-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

i jus tot you & me will be together.
But after all that you says, i really change my mind.
Why do you have to say dat to me?

Am i nothing to you?
What else do you from me?

I have put my best for this relationship/friendship.
WHAT ELSE am i lack of??

You & Me, we will never be together..
But i never regret to meet you & know you.
As you & me are not meant to be together.
I hope u had made the best choice/decision for yourself.

& of course I WILL MISS YOU..

My love for you may fade as time pass.

People change,
Memories will fade,
Picture of you & me will always stay..

Let the picture say everything about you & me.

Dear, i WILL MISS YOU..
i FEAR of losing you..
But still im LOSING you..

Do take care my dear!
Couse deep in my HEART you are the best. =))

2010-10-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

9.10.10,it did not happen. how much i was being hurt is speechless.

Having fun before school reopen. =D

Paintball with the clans & Tanning with my siblings.

&& i was shock wen i saw this guy who look like arwah Salleh. *flashback*

17 oct, i will be in the 15km run for real run.
oh man! can i really finish it? I'm so CLUELESS!!
Hopefully i can!!! As long there is someone who is running beside me..

2010-10-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

hey blog,im not in my own self.. Dun ask me y! I myself dun noe.

What have i done wrong?
Why am i like this?
How long?
What sld i do??

Im on my confuse state!!
Please help me to get out of this!!
I hate my currently life!!

wHAT do i wANT?
I

2010-10-02T00:14:00.001+08:00

being betray was the most interesting thing.

I dun believe in karma.
But i believe mine life will be better than you.
=)

2010-09-29T22:26:00.001+08:00

two memorable thing happen today.
Will always keep it in mind.
*hahahahah*

Pleasing myself. =))

Tired wif this kind of life.
Good-bye.

Till we meet again.

2010-09-28T01:14:00.003+08:00

F1 was super duper awesome.
thanx for the FREE entry/ticket. =))

Lucky aku tk PEKAK!! =D

4 more BIG event to achieve before 2010 END!
-paintball-
-makeover-
-moto x-
-EOY trip-

2010-09-25T14:25:00.002+08:00

This is not the LIFE i want!
YES! i dun want this kind of LIFE.
The NIGHT life. The MORNING life.
EVERYTHING! I want mine old LIFE back!
I am tired of this.

Its FADING away..

2010-09-22T17:01:00.006+08:00

THREE days! yeah! three days of LAUGHTER,FUN,ADVENTURE & FRIENDSHIP. The best weekend i ever had, 17-19 September 2010.

Zoo on the FIRST day, Friday. Although it was raining heavily in the morning, i did not RUIN our plan although we went in a little bit late. Whereby our plan was suppose to reach there at 11am instead of 1pm =S Did not really get to see all of the animal,but the bonding was there =)) YEAH! the bonding of the clans.

As for the second day, which was the raye outing, the day went out smoothly even thought the timing was a little bit delay. ''Janji melayu'' Ended the day @ 1plus.

But the 2 mth in advance plan went out smoothly. The Punjabi theme, maroon went out smoothly although some of dem did not wear PUNJABI..

Last but not least, the THIRD day.. Eventually the plan was to have breakfast in the morning but somehow,somewhat, some ONE woke up late. Well, it was the DRIVER. hahaha! Meet up at 3plus & head to Little India for our Lunch before we head to Pasir Ris & fetch Mas. Followed by Yus the F1 driver & Aup.. && head bk to West Coast to fetch Ita & her hubby.
10pm,head to Jalan Bahar & had our dinner 1st before the adventure goes.

Everyone in the van was so QUIET but someone was so NOISY. =D Alhamduliah nothing happen. If not, hrmmmm.. *some one was so worried.*
Ended the day ard 3plus. =))

After one problem, another problem appear. -,-''

2010-09-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

even without u telling me,i would know it by myself. =)) thanx alot for making me being a fool. Oh well,im always a fool right? Hrmm,its ok.. Atleast i noe im a fool && atleast i noe how u fool me. Thanx alot...

2010-09-14T23:22:00.001+08:00

''you can give me EVERYTHING, but one thing i cun find from you is LOVE! ''

''Too bad im not the lucky person in your life.''

''its fading, my love''

2010-09-12T17:04:00.003+08:00

Its the 3rd raye.
Somehow somewhat i dun feel like RAYE @ all.
&& i have lost mine mood for RAYE..

Well hope dat this 18 September will be the most happening day for me & the clan.
Thats mine one & one hope. As after that i will not be going to any more of raye outing.
Neh its ok..

To those who will be going for raye outing, Do enjoy the day & have fun.

Gosh! y am i feeling like this?
Ok right now im MISSING someone!
YEah! someone..

Is it just a feeling of moment??
*perfect TWO*

2010-09-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

Baby,i dun want this game anymore.

2010-09-10T21:19:00.005+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!

*maaf zahir & batin to all my friends,family & to those who know me.
Forgive all the sin i hv done & lets forgive & forget =)) *

This year raye is not the same as the last year. Because of something which has happen. BUT!, i believe next year will be a better year =)) Did not went out today as mum is lazy && furthermore she is working night shift. So, we decide to stay @ home & wait for dad's sibiling to come.

To my secret admire,i just which you would understand me && i m loving you <3>

2010-09-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

Back from the 2 days 1 night camp. In fact it was 2 night. As we need to book in one day earlier.. For the very 1st tyme i slept for more den 12hrs!! YEAH!! more den 12hrs! Reach home @ 2plus. Slept @ 3am till 7pm. & no one wake me up!! The best part, 10mins to breakfast! *hehe*

Tomorrow,which is today, Sukimin's 2nd Iftar @ Q hs =)) Love those moment!! After which,TEST for one WHOLE week before im off for holiday. To which destination,im not sure of. =D

TODAY mark the 3yrs 10 mth of SHAZLEY anniversary. Oh man! *if only*

3 September, mark the 2yrs death of Hafiz Bean. * Miss you bro! *

&& Two of mine grandma pass away in a week.

Bestie called me =)) Its good to hear that he has lose his weight!!

2010-09-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

if you got a problem wif me,say it to my face. I dun need those comment made by you.. It hurts me so much dat im starting to hate you.. Thank you for making me to HATE you!!

You people are the same! Giving hope & sweet talker. If u dun love/like me anymore juz say it. Dun need to give those comment. *WTF*

lets ALLAH decide your fate.

2010-09-01T04:01:00.001+08:00

finally we got to rent a van for this year raye =))
its the 9 seated van,but still we are ok wif it.
Need to squeeze in a little bit =D

Aft which we head down to geylang but before dat,we break fast @ rahimah corner shop.

Gonna buy those lens asap =))

Was thinking of bbf wen he suddenly msg me. It make my day!! Im so happy! I will pray for you bff,ma you get into regular =) hopefully all this will go away soon. Too many problem && too many things need to be though of.

*will be laugh @*

Oh! Boy,dun u noe i love you? Ya, YOU?! Those wrds you said hurt me. Thanx!!

Oh

2010-08-30T02:50:00.000+08:00

again & again i was being told a lie.
nice game.

2010-08-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

Had a hard & bad weekend.
Dun ask me WHY.

The only thing i can say, im SORRY for my bad behavior towards you.

Went bk to skol as i wanna corn roll my hair, & ya manage to do it.
Thanx Nas =))

Head to Hougang where Fizzi pick me up & head to Ijat hs.
Juz a simple iftar but the best iftar i can say. Most of us are climbers.
So those who came down are those who went KL. Abt 8 of us was there.
Sadly, someone do not want to come. Its ok.

Left the hs ard12plus whereby Fizzi send me home.
Thanx.

KRABI on May 2011 =))

IM TOTALLY SORRY FOR BEING GRUMPY TOWARDS YOU.

Did not manage to fast today as im having mine 'red light'

To my close friends, thanx for being so concern towards me.
I will never find a fwen as you guys =))

2010-08-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

sick =(

2010-08-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

Besties, MrDee will be away for quiet sometime.
To serve the country for two years!! =(

&& ya i gonna miss my besties.

Dear besties, i hope you are doing well & do take care..
I'll miss you besties. Although we no longer are as close as last time but deep in my heart, you are still my friend=)) My BESTIES for ever!!

2010-08-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

Syukur Nothing happen =))

Sorry besties, did not join you for the movie. Since '3 is crowded'. *hehe* You know i know. But still i wanna watch that step up 3D!!! Someone please follow me!! =D

Today climbing was @ Climbasia. Since age i drop by there. Almost a year?? Always climb @ safra, but due to safra under renovation till 13 sep, we have to climb @ asia. *sigh*

Tried most of the route in the blue wall, so far ya, i manage to finish it. But the 6C slope tile i cannot finish!! Ya, 6 onli mah.. =D

Why does it have to be red? Hrmm..

2010-08-23T01:47:00.006+08:00

Hello blog, its being like a week since i update my blog. Well, to buzy to update & being bz due to camps & IG. Last week iftar with the clans was an awesome one. Alhamduliah our MISSION is completed! =)) This yr raye will be the BOLLOYWOOD theme & maroon color. Break fast @ Little india since our last destination was at Tekka. Thanx Faz for the treat.

she is always BLUR.

LOVE you guys =))

Monday,IG in the morning & briefing in the afternoon.
Tuesday,Out to find my camp stuff & breakfast with the clan. Thanx guys =))
Wed-Fri, 3 days camp @ Dairy Farm. I was TOTALLY lost & no mood to do the camp. Dun ask me WHY. But i jus lost my mood in doing camp alreadi. *Haiz*
Should do belay or sentry nx tyme =))

Did i do wrong towards you?

Mum ask how is zaidi. & i say he is fine,Ns soon.
Nx tyme go Jb tag hym along.
GOsh!
Mum still do not know what happen between me & hym.. *sigh*
*White lie.*

Terawih was postpone from Sat to Sun & to NEXT YEAR. *sigh*

Looks lyke you & me are become apart. I wishes all the best to you. I may not be the one for you. But i hope the new person will be the best for you =))

*You prefer to be SILENT*
*Im no one to interfere in your life.*
*All those words are meant for memories.*

I just HATE it!! You left juz like dat? *haiz*

"Its ok if you LIE to me NOW,but if one day i LIE to you, DUN ask me WHY."

How much more can you lie to me?
I saw it again, for the second time.
Still, you keep it...

2010-08-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

''Please dont come around talking abt how u changed, how u said good-bye to what's-her-name, all it sounds like to me is new game and i was right when i thought i'd be much better off without u, there u go, talking abt u miss me so, that u love me so, why i let u go, there u go cause ur lies got old''

2010-08-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

Iftar with Mas,Apis,Nurul & myself @ bugis BK.
Ok,its random. After all we are meeting again on Sunday for IFTAR & get the punjabi =))

aku nampak lagi. buat kali kedua.
kau tipu aku.. -,-''

aku BENCI kau!!!
Get it??
No u dun.

2010-08-12T16:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! im fine with it =))
So don woory k?

&& SORRY i cun help you dat much when you need my help.
IM TOALLY soooori.
But,if u need my help, Juz beeps me =))

2010-08-11T10:26:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!
Opps! SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!!
*hehe*

Less DOSA, upload IBADAH =))

Looking forward to break fast wif the clans & the love ones <3

SORRY abt yesterday..
Life have to go on.

Thanx for the advise =))

2010-08-10T13:31:00.002+08:00

SORRY besties,MrDee.

Heyyy zai, i apologise for what had happen.. I dun expect tis to happen but den it has reali happen..

I hv come to the decision which is quiet unfair to us but i tink its the wise decision for us. I guess we have to end this fwenship. Its for our own goood. since ur gf is jealous/disapprove of me & u being so close, lets juz end tis fwenship..

i dun wish to add any more burden for you. Its ok for to lose tis fwenship but too see you losing her is reali hurtful. Im a girl. i understand how ur gf feels..

Sooory if i hv to say tis way. But i hv to make tis decision.. One day, you will find ur soulmate. & its her you will live wif. But not me.. Although we are juz friend and will always stick as fwen, ppl ard us may not like it. So as to avoid trouble lets end tis friendship..

i will nvr get to find an awesome besties as you...

Thanx for everything besties.. We will still be fwen if onli ur gf allows it (: watever is it, tkce of ur gf. Dun hurt her as girl are reali fragile..

Besties, tkce orite.. ((: i will miss tis fwenship.. Sorry to hv add more burden to ur prob.
Soooooory.

2010-08-07T15:10:00.001+08:00

its a *lie*

Im sooory.
Thanx for waiting all those yrs.
But im sooory, i hv no feelings for ya..
Till now u still waited foooor me,but i dun hv any feeling for yooou. Hope you understand...

i onli regard you as my fwen.. Ya, juz a friend..
I tink its better for us to avoid each other....
But no matter wat you will still be my friends.. (:
im soooory. But i hv to do tis...
Do tkce my fwen..

2010-08-06T09:34:00.005+08:00

Happy 3yrs 9 Month Dear.

Had an awesome day with the clans,yesterday =)
From Botanic Garden to West Coast Bowling Center.

Suppose to meet at 10am but due to the 'janji melayu'. We meet at 1115am & head to Botanic Garden with the rest. Menu for the day;
Freshly Bake Chocolate Cake,
Fried Pasta[less ingredient],
5 bottle of soft drinks,
Jemput2 Udang,
Snacks.

Start of with Frisbee. Whereby this SOTONG throw the Frisbee and landed it on to the pond. Thanx to Apis & Mas for retrieving it back =)

Had our lunch & continue the day with the childhood game, and cutting of the cake...
SUPER AWESOME wen we played the taboo & monopoly & Donkey plus the bubble & best man[balloon]. All the childhood game we use to play =))

After which we head to West Coast for bowling and ended the day @ 930pm.

''Thanx Zaidi & Yusof for tagging along with us.
Hope that you guys enjoy the day with us &
the FUN we had together.
Hopefully another outing before Zaidi enter NS =)) ''

Freshly bake =)

LOVE =)

2010-08-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

today is my CLUMSIEST day of all.

BECAUSE,

1st thing in the morning, I am suppose to ALIGHT at WOODLANDS but i alight @ MARSILING..

2nd, went to Clark Key but took the LONGEST route, circle line... All the way to Douby Ghaut.
3rd, Change to NEL, took the one to Punggol. So i alight @ Little India and head to Clark Key..

Ok,today i am very SOTONG!! grrrgh!

2010-08-02T23:56:00.001+08:00

say it if only you mean it =)
if you are unhappy, say it straight to my face, CAN?

back to normal.

2010-08-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

seventeen.ten. =)

thank for the support & encouragement.
Im grateful i have friends like you people.
Thanx people...

A bad week to start & end with..
I can make other happy.. but i CANNOT make myself happy.
LIFE =)

2010-07-29T14:11:00.005+08:00

WHY?

Why when i am down YOU will always be there for me?
WHY?
How come do you know i need someone??
Are you the angel from the top? Are you here to Comfort me?
Two days of silent.

Oh well, i m left with one more day to pay the fast that i own.

Dinner with Apis.Yanti.Nurul was AWESOME!!
Reason?? They did not finish their food because, it taste SPICY to them.
But not to me. HAHAHA! Am i that hungry?
Finish Apis food =D Ok2... im hungry. LOL

YEAH! i got C+ for my problem solving!!!
From D to C+ =)

Two person in a week say,"DUN WORRY I WOULD NOT DISTURB YOU"

''To that someone, thanx for being there when i need someone.
& to that someone, I wish you could understand me & never let me feel LOST.''

2010-07-28T10:50:00.005+08:00

The LAST goodbye.

I appreciate it.
And thank for making the decision that i myself is LOST.

''You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head''

2010-07-26T22:44:00.002+08:00

we skip.we hop & we had fun =)

2010-07-26T00:39:00.004+08:00

Jog to Bukit Timah was a successful one =)
Manage to reach the housing estate in 25 minutes?
Minus our walk plus talk.. =D

Feeling @ LONDON.
=D

We drank 'NAUGHTY G' & it taste SUCK!!!! Grrgh!!
NO MORE NAUGHTY G FOR ME!!!

For the very 1st time i got SCREENs by the police office.
& i was like ?? Lucky i bought mine student pass... *haiz*

9-12am..
Wat a good waiting time i have to wait.
THANKYOU!!! I love it man!

*white lie* -,-''

2010-07-25T00:13:00.001+08:00

Watch this movie yesterday.
And its SUPER awesome!! 10/10
Dun mind watching it again =)

♥

2010-07-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

I saw hym!!
WHO???

Hrmm,thats fellow who use to enter my life during my secondary school life.
Sec 3 if i am not wrong..
To make it simple, its my EX.

Did i just say EX??
Hrmm, i dun noe if i should say he is my ex or not..
After all its the 'CINTA MONYET'

Its being like 7yrs ever since i meet hym..
Since our break up??

I was stunt when i saw him
Dun know if he recognize me or not.
HOPEFULLY he did not OK!!

Those were the time...
He & me.
Yanti & hym
Aniza & hym.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

Think back it do make me laugh!!
Right yanti? LOL

''I dun think i will ever be CONCERN towards your life anymore!
YAaaa, its YOU!

Dun wish to mention your name here!!
After all who am i to INTERFERE your life anymore?

You can say this/that to me.
But still you do it..

So there is no DIFFERENT!

If u still LOVE/CARE for me, why did you still do it??
Because of FRIENDS? WTF lar!!! ''

2010-07-23T14:00:00.003+08:00

Formal day on Wednesday =)

2010-07-23T01:43:00.001+08:00

getting apart from you..
Why is dat so???
No more those wrds from your mouth..

Dear fazlee,
Hope you recover soon(:

Ok,nytes!

2010-07-19T22:30:00.001+08:00

is today the LOVE day?
everyone seem to confess their LOVE..
-,-''

2010-07-18T00:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the most AWESOME day i ever had.
Reason, the wedding that we attend was super AWESOME!!
We were stunt to see the performance and the the atmosphere of the wedding.

Now Apis & mas are hooked by the dance & something shock me when
they said, this yr Raye we will wear PUNJABI. Merun in color.
(,'')

And i was like WHAT??
SERIOUS???
OK! we shall have that..

COOL =)

After which we head to Arab street for shisha, but i did not try it.
Since i PROMISE someone i will not try/touch that thing..
So ya... i did not (=

Shisha was fun as Raudha was quiet HIGH!!
Since it was her 1st time trying it..
So cute of her!! Seeing her HIGH & talking nonsense.. =D

*If i were to get married, i will make the wedding like today.. With the dance & plus the java theme.. Awww!!!

2010-07-17T16:12:00.002+08:00

AGAIN; What is my mistake??
Why do u have to say that to me?
I dun BELIEVE u'll say dat to me..

What have i done wrong to you??
Everything seem perfect but, WHY?

I tot i could get it back..
But too bad..
I CUN..

You have someone else..
Whereby me still searching for it..

Can i say you are cruel?

2010-07-14T23:57:00.004+08:00

i skip school =)
went to marina barrage to fly kite with the besties..
Such a sunny day!!

Thanx besties for the kite.
I have fun today!

Now my body down.
Orite,night2..

2010-07-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

i noe im not a good daughter to you..
& i never made u proud of me before.
Always make u worried abt me..

Dun wori mum,its only for the time being..
Sooon u dun have to worry abt me. (:
So be patient wif me....

Currently my body is down with cramp..
Juz finish my 3 set of lap.. Consist of pull up,sit up,pinch wif weight,superman & another one i forgot. Plus 2 round of boulder,with no foot hole,meaning using the contour to balance.

And 2 lap of lead plus 3 lap of boulder... Sigh'
Too sudden for my body. & now im shag plus the cramp on my body..

Not going to skol 2moro,since mine body cun take it anymore. Over work!! After all 2moro is the enterprise. More thinking!

Gooosh!! Ok2 im reali shag plus hungry!!
3 more days & he is back!!
Okkk,not hoping for anything..
But i juz want to noe dat he is back safetly..

Btw thank you buddy for the friendship band & thankz for cuming down (: syyyg krg!! Hehehehehe!
.

2010-07-12T21:01:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was another awesome day.
went to the groove asian hip-hop festival with oval =D
Thankyou for the lovely treat and day..Thankyou for bringing me to the show.
1st time see life concert. Opps! the second time. heheh!

He will be away for 5 days.
Just a goodbye and take care?
(,'')

Whats my fault?
Did i do something wrong to him?
Is it wrong for me to do that?
In order to take care of his feeling? Grrrgh!!

Hope that when he is back everything will be back to normal..

Ok, not hoping much for it..

Right now im sleepy!!!
How am i going to study for UT2 tomorrow??
My eyes can hardly hold for the next 3 hrs!!
Even Coffee did not help!! On man!!
Red bull nor Coffee works for me!!!

2010-07-10T12:12:00.004+08:00

Meeting gf in 2 hrs time (:

Everything went smoothly. But then something bad happen wen the day gonna end.
Besties, Raudha lost her hp. If only she did not help me to find the shirt size, her hp will not be lost!! Grrrgh! Sorry besties,my fault..
Gosh i bring 'bad luck' to her & dat particular person.

WTF!!

2010-07-09T03:02:00.001+08:00

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku….

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo…

2010-07-08T14:13:00.000+08:00

Syazwana,
You are likely driven and determined to get your way right now, but there is an important question to be asked. Would you rather be right or happy? Are you prepared to break someone down who you love in order to win an argument? That may be what it takes today.

2010-07-07T23:31:00.003+08:00

Grrrgh! stupid setting on blogger..
its like finally i can update my blog?

Hello blog!,
i miss blogging & today post is the most random one.
Its time i return back what is not mine.
can i bear to let it go?
Dun ask me that. Even though i cannot bear to let it go,
i still have to let it go....
Be strong and let it go =)

I MISS the old you..
The caring & romantic side of you...
BUT I dun see that side of you anymore...

WHY???

What is not mine will never be mine...
Cause i dun own it..
Its the other party who own it...

"I will return to the owner personally & apologize for taking you away."

Its time.........
for me to say..
GOODBYE!!

2010-07-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

Its like finally i can use blogger again.
GRRGGH!

For the past two days, which was 30 June, went to Fairus's hs for his b'dae celebration.
STEAMBOAT for the day plus durian. Awww! I was the GARFIELD for dat day..
All the toxic i throw during the jogging is now BACK!! GRRRGH!! Geram nyyer!
After all did enjoy my dae.

Another HEAVY DINNER for yesteday.. Had my dinner @ macdonal..

Thats it. IM THE GARFIELD!!

currently revising my school work. As UT2 is on MON. =(

Watching NDP wif the clans later in the evening and wif cuzin ika

2010-06-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

GST is in (:
YEAH!!!

ok this is a random post..

True love doesn't have a happy ending,

because true love never ends.

Letting go is one way of saying "I love you"

2010-06-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

hello world!!

today for the very 1st time im FREAKING early for SCHOOL!!

The 1st to come (:

dun ask me why.

2010-06-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

Got in to the final & i did badly for the final.. sigh*
Dun ask me why.. I dun have the answer for it...
Got position ~~6 out of 8.~~
My favibird num.

Here are some of the pic taken during the semi-final.

2010-06-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

less than 12 hrs more to go..
& i got into the FINAL.

~~Still in the SHOCK & SURPRISE mode.~~

~~LOOOL!~~

here is the result for semi-final

http://www.scribd.com/doc/33603008/Rock-Master-Novice-Semi-and-Under-16-Finals

2010-06-25T01:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Fazlee,
Thank you for your advise and encouragement that you have given me.

I felt like shit at that point of time. What else can i say? Why am i treated this way? IS this what i get for treating you in the past?

Why do you want me to be with him & why are you so supportive in me having him?? WHY fazlee? I know you still LOVE me. But you sorry, itz not that i dun LOVE u anymore. Its just that time have change. I have fall someone else. Ya, within that shortest time. 3 years means a lot to you. So do me. But sorry, i have fall for him. Even without i say i fall him, you know it. You understand me. But too bad i dun understand you. Its better i say that i fall him rather then i make you to guess.

Im not here to play around with your feeling. But as your Ex/friend im here to care & concern for you. Even though i cannot LOVE you as my BF, but i LOVE you as mine friend. Someone who use to be in my life & someone who i use to LOVE. Thru out the 3 yrs we are together, i learn many things from you. Thanx for the LOVE,CONCERN, & everything that you have given me. Maybe I have made the wrong/right choice but, what ever choice i have made, i do not regret it. COuse i know its the decision that i have made and i want it.

Thank for understanding me & thank for understanding me for not meeting you in the shortest time. I do not want to cause any trouble by meeting you. For some reason.

I know its hurting seeing him & me going out together. Like what you say, "its hurts me seeing my wife to go out with someone else.". But what else can i say/do? SORRY? Its the path that i have choose & i want it that way despite my stubborn. All the advise you have given me i will remember it by hard. Although im not what i am, im sorry to say this, ya i did change. Change for better reason?

I do not know what else i should say. YOU, THANK YOU for understanding me & thank you for your blessing. I hope that you too will find someone who LOVE you a lot & will take care of you. & the most important thing, she will not HURT you like how i hurt you........

&&&&&&

To that someone who i fall for,
I believe you able to find my blog... & here i wanna say something to you.

For the past two days we have not being messaging & contacting each other just because of the misunderstanding that we have. You never give me the chance to make my explanation. WHY awk? Why cun you listen to what i have to say? I have not made any decision! Since when did i say i WANT HYM BACK? Since wen?! I remember saying that i would meet him when the right time has come & etc. But i say that during my break up. When i just broke up with him. Its being 4 mth since i broke up with him.. Is it wrong for me to meet him together with my besties present? Its merely a jogging with them. Nothing else!

I would fall back for him wen i meet him? Ya. But all that is when i JUS BROKE UP with him. Now its different! He & me are jus friend. Its it wrong for me to meet him? You ever say, ur problem with your ex is within the two of you.. So do you. WHY when you go out with your ex im ok with it although some argument are made? But when its my turn you are not ok with it? WHATS my FAULT to you? If i wanna him back, i would have done that months ago. But why i never do it? Couse he & me are just history..

WHY cun u listen to what i wanna say? Do i look im a cheap person to you? I do have LOTS of guys friend & go out with them. THats my lifestyle. Do you know that since i know you i have cut down on meeting my guys friends unless there is something we have to do or meet. But WHY cun u see that? Why am i being left with no chances to explain? Are you being fair to me? NO you are not. You are following your emotion just like what i do last time. Is this what i deserve?

YOur attitude now is what i am the last time. Choose what you wanna say abt me. Couse what i know i have fall for you... Its me who choose who i wanna want to be be with.. Not YOU/HYM/OTHERS choose for me.

If you still like/love me,you know where to find me. I hope by keeping quiet you have made the right decision.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lLvtydTM78&feature=PlayList&p=64178631AA3141C7&playnext_from=PL&playnext=1&index=3

2010-06-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

I wonder what wrong i have done to you...

You know who i like/love, but WHY?

Are you going to keep quiet like what i do?

Hiding from the fact?

How long more?

2010-06-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

Jogging wif MrDee, Faz & myself was awesome(:

thank ppl for accompanying me to jogging..

Today no SUPERMAN (:

Dun be like hym.. Perangai budak gemok! hehehe!

After run TDO!!

me & hym.

After the jog, let get something to replesnish our energy back (:

Rojak mama!! yummmmy!

2010-06-20T16:45:00.001+08:00

Rock Master 10 @ SP.
After 2yrs plus of not joining,finally i join back...
Joined the novice category and got 7th out of 25.
& got in to the final which in nx week, Saturday @ Marina Barrage (:
Awww! did not expect to get into the final as most of the route are quite tough.
After all i did make mine way to the final.

http://www.scribd.com/doc/33290808/RockMaster-2010-Qualifying-Results-190610

Wish me Good luck!!

Went to meet the DF ppl @ town & chill with them.

2010-06-18T13:16:00.002+08:00

~~sleepy! shag! body cramp!~~

Awww!

School please end fast!!

2 hour more to go..

But, RC @ 5pm..

2010-06-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

Jogging was fun.

Being ~~SUPERMAN~~ was super fun.

right mr dee? =D

2010-06-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY to me (:

2010-06-07T03:41:00.001+08:00

imissYOU!

~~iLOVEyou.~~

yes! i meant YOU,bby.

This is what i felt wen i miss YOU.

~~Can i HUG u?~~

~~Kiss YOU?~~

~~Can i have YOU?~~

I MISSES you sooo MUCH!

you know who i meant.

do take care couse i care....

will MISS you!

2010-06-06T01:02:00.001+08:00

Its Shazley thirty-seven.

4 more days to mine b'dae.

Mine Primary School EX added me in FB.

Awwww! its being a long time since i meet hym!

More den 10yrs?

That's freaking LONG!

& he asked me to celebrate our bdae together since our bdae is juz one day before each other.

Oh man! wat a question.

My answer will be NO.

But he insist we shall mit.

DAaaaam! Sorry.

I dun tink i can.. Sorrrrrrry!

2010-04-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1YEAR 5 MTH B!!!! ♥

Watever happen we will still wish each other our anniversary(:

2012 (:

much love.

2010-04-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

Its being a while since i UPDATE my blog.

Life is still the same for me. Nothing much change,juz dat something happen. Which i will write over here. ~~Too Private.~~. But den i hope i did the right decision. Watever is it im not going to look back. But somehow i felt something is not right. SIGH* Hopefully its juz the feeling. & i discover something. Which i found.... & again i hope its not TRUE!!! Ya allah! please make sure its not TRUE.

Oh-ya! another friend of my,DINIE juz had an accident. & he is 95% paralyzed.. Dinie,u must RECOVER!! Den we shall go RC together... Be STRONG bro!!!

After all i juz had my ~~LAST~~ camp of the month before i START skol on 15 april.

lepak-ING

half of the fuchun trainers.

2010-02-28T08:58:00.001+08:00

how do i say this?

Another friend of my juz PASS away yersterday morning. Due to bike accident. AGAIN?

The last tyme was like 2 yrs ago? 3 september 08.

Well wat ever is it,may he rest in peace.

MUHD SALLEH BIN AZIZ
(8 April 1987 till 27 February 2010)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4LANqYITPQ

2010-01-31T11:18:00.000+08:00

Its being LONG since i UPDATE my blog.. & ya,finally today i felt like updating my blog...
Juz got back from KOTA trip after four days over there. & the atmosphere was AWESOME!!! (:

Spending four days wif dem was GREAT & the bond was there. Starting to MISS dem. 3E2 rox!!

But the bad news i got a SUNBURN on my NOSE!!!! Awwww!

Nx trip this cuming 4-6Feb. (:

2010-01-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

i have DELETED more den 60 contact on my MSN..

since most of the CONTACT i dun chat wif,so decide to delete it off. (:

2010-01-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

thirty-EIGHT.

2009-12-31T17:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY advance NEW YEAR to all my friends,family,loves one & to those who know me (=
2009 will come to an end in juz a few HOURS. GOODBYE 2009 & HELLO to 2010. Many thing has happen during '09.... Lets refresh back....

JAN-FEB-MARCH- Deciding our FUTURE,school/work.

APRIL-MAY-GRADUATE oi!!!!

JUNE- Lay back 2 home./H1N1

JULY- AUGUST-SEPT- waiting for WORK!!
OCT-NOV-DEC- CAMP.CAMP.CAMP..

- hand-phone got SPOILS!!! thank to DB.

- LOSE another FRIEND.??? LOL

Whatever happen during 2009,i wanna erase it from my memory.. & i juz wish i will have less quarreling with Biiee.. & of course be more Understanding towards him... due to something, i always have this FISHY feeling abt hym.. -sigh*

Hey people, Wats ur revolution?

Think of it alreadi?? Well for myself,

2010 revolution.

1. to get a PLACE in POLY!!! MUST!
2. to grow TALL. It'll nvr HAPPEN. LOL
3. to GROW FAT of course.. I have LOSE weight since den... -sigh*
4. to be more ~~loving & understanding~~ towards my love & the close one.
5. To LOVE.LOVE.love.love.LOVE.love my one an only Biiiieeee~
6. wish that my MUM will be MORE understanding towards me(:

To all those out there,HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps!!!!

wishes all the best to you guys(:

2009-12-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

Movie wif e clans,boify & photo session(: Awwwwww,i got addicted by the CAMERA!!! Can i have the camera? PLZ. (:

2009-12-27T02:03:00.002+08:00

Friday was another AWESOME day for us(: Went to JP wif Biiee & let hym make his own b'dae cake..

He say,"y mus me?"

"not u?

me: couse its ur bdae (:

Help out wif the cake design before we proceed to Pizza Hut for lunch.. & its like FINALLY we get to eat @ Pizza hut aft a yr of planning.. Suppose to go for the Safra retreat @ YS,but did not went as we have yet to cut/eat the cake.. So head down to his hs & cut the cake...

Hrmm... this year present was MAN U t-shirt.. Was suppose to buy the jersey but,did not find it COOL enough.. The smile on his face make my dae(: & give hym this hand made pillow for our 3rd anniversary(: Happy to see dat he LOVE it.. Together wif 5 RED rose. (:

Hope dat he enjoy his dae wif me (:

Happy 22th Birthday biiee...

Will celebrate ur bdae every year'

helping hym out....

hym wif his bdae CAKE.

somehow i LOVE this pix.

roses are RED.

the pillow i made for hym.

2009-12-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIIIIEEE (:

HAPPY 22th!!

2009-12-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

This week has being the most day i went OUT.. Almost everyday..
Sat-wif mum
Sun-Wif the clans
Mon-wif dayah & izam
Tue- REST DAY.
Wed-wif B to his boss hs warming ...
Thur-Wif the clans to hospital
Fri-Wif B to celebrate his b'dae & anniversary.
Sat-staff RETREAT..
Sun-rest day...

FROG on my HEAD?

the CLANS never fail to make me SMILE & LAUGH..

i love the clans... (:

2009-12-11T22:35:00.006+08:00

Its being a week since i got my new phone... I dun noe why i bought this phone. Perharps becouse of the price? Function? Or becouse of my old hp,water went in...

Hrmm,still learning hw to use the phone... & downloading some stuff... Anyway i found it bulky but......... Well,bought it alreadi(: guess dat i gonna change to another phone soon(: 'maybe'.

Off to jb tomorrow for kenduri @ kak ani hs... & guess dat im the onli 'young' ppl going... Well,the most important thing is,i gonna get my new ham2 over there(:

Need a new CAMERA & SPEC! Currently camera screen have gone faded... Sigh! B,buy me a new cam can?? Plz....... Lol.

2009-12-07T13:51:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the most FUN.AWESOME day @ CH & Marina Barrage.
Left home on Sat night @ 930pm & head down to CH to mit up wif Azrul before we head to Padang for the Marathon Station IC. Our team name COURTESY CREW. Smile at the runners & give direction to them. Easy job (: Partner wif AZRUL the clumsy boy. *Hehe!*

Start work @ 2am till 12pm the very NEXT day.

4.25am

6.45am

7.21am.

After which left the place ard 2plus & head to Marina BArrage & mit up wif the CLANs.
Minus all the TIREDNESS we have,the OUTING was AWESOME (:

Next time we gonna bring KITE to marina barrage.

2009-12-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3.1YEARS DEAR (:

2009-12-01T02:31:00.000+08:00

B back from GENTING (:
Checked outing was AWESOME.

2009-11-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

What a bad day.

HP spoilt.

Sim card BLOCK.

Keypad cannot function.

Lose the contact num.

Sigh!

-(*ms w*)-

Selamat Tahun Baru Islam 1432 Hijrah

I Never Told You

♥

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu

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